Cage

"Can't you see, can't you see how caged I am? Can't you see how much I don't want to feel this?!"

He approached me slowly, his expression was so calm and warm. Soft smile, eyes just as clear as crystals. His aura was mixed. He was the truth. Light, shining within him, yet darkness too.. I clenched my teeth. I couldn't think, I couldn't move. His pure strings were gripping my body tightly. I struggled once more.

"I don't want to be loved, Allen! I want to be free, living on my own. P-please! We- I- I don't need this love. I am afraid of her, I am afraid of the love- of it's existence! I mean no hurt, I want to live in peace- Allen! Please! I-"

He approached again. Getting closer and closer. I could see his mind and body in harmony. I was trembling on the other hand, I was in chaos of emotions.. vortex of wind was killing the hearing. Aurora in the sky, lights were different and assorted. His hand was slowly reaching to me;

"Free me! Give- give me the freedom- help m-"

tap

"Alice.. Your uncertainty and insecure feeling will begone. I want only the best for you. You need to learn how to say things in honesty, yet in harmony and meaning no harm nor pain.. I'm here to protect you. It's my fault, I made you chaotic and injured. I learnt, I was given a lesson. Now, you're under my wings. If you hate her, hate her. If you want to leave her, leave her. It's your freedom, Alice. You are free all along, it was your own fear that caged you and ate you up. You are locked within. Let it flow through your body.. be yourself. Be happy... Be alright..."

His hug was so warm and comfortable. Tears streaming down my cheeks. I looked horrible with these redish eyes from the cry. He patted my back. These words.. I felt like something opened. The cage? No, it was still there.. the only thing that was different, was a bright key of my emotional cage in my hand. I now must run free. I must do what I must do.. I must let myself free.