Say
Darlings, I am here.
I am here once again. Announcing my final arrival.. and final oration.
After a long battle with my own thoughts and even, my own self, I won. Monster is sealed again deep within my mind and I am finally free, free from the realist view She was giving me.
What a pity that people change a lot, I wish She could be here with me, watching this little world of mine grow stronger and bigger... each day n'
each night. I pray and pray to never stop thinking.
I pray to never die in such pathetic way, like She did.
Immortality was always my goal, and I am brave
enough to continue in my path and finishing my work.
Giving up? Never, there's no time to turn around anymore.